countdowning.

i am drowning in 2008. it's all around me. everything from 2008 reeks all over...on my sheets, on my skin...though it was a good year, i'm sitting here reeling from it. it's something i right now would love to forget. so...2008...here's what i remember.

1. Kappa comebacks. Gotta love em. Gotta love finding that inspiration all over again.

2. New additions. to family. Watching Kayla grow in her first year on this earth has been a blessing. And it brought all of us together. Family is the one thing that I can count on to be here amidst my failures and theirs.

3. My best friends. Whether it was grabbin a drink with Noemi or sitting and watching TV with DCruz...we were growing up this year. Hopefully not growing apart.

4. Still being in school. Bummer. I failed a class too. 2008, I was supposed to graduate. Once upon a time, I really believed it. Now, it's impossible, because it's already passed.

5. To now. I wish that this year could have ended a couple days ago, then it would have ended well. Now it's like 2009 is starting on the failures of 2008.

Oh well. Deal with it, I guess. God I want a beer so bad. I want to be 20 years old. I want to get back my year and make a few changes. Any bad habits, wanted. Right here. Anything to make my mind stop....please.

"so this is the new year and i don't feel any different/ the clanking of crystal, explosions off in the distance/ in the distance.../ so this is the new year/ and i have no resolutions" -dcfc