Thursday, November 27, 2008

Welcome Home

It's been a couple months!

Well, it is Thanksgiving, so Happy Thanksgiving to you!

This is what I'm thankful for:
--Thank you for my family. I love them. I love every one of my cousins and I am not lying when I say I would do absolutely anything for them. And I will try to protect them from whatever I can, because they are bigger than me. What they stand for is more than me. Though we all make mistakes...we are all still here. And even if it takes some unfortunate circumstances to bring us together...here we are. It's all LOVE.

--Thank you for another Thanksgiving. Times get tough, and you have days that you say, "Fuck it, who asked to be here" no one did, it's the same deal with the next person, so guess what...you do what you gotta do. It was a good year.

--Thank you for good friends. Thank you for I guess the best friends I have...Retention sucks in this world. With everyone moving in their respective directions it is easy to lose touch, but my best friends know who they are, and they know that all we need is a beer and place to sit and all is connected.

--Thank you for KPsiE. This is probably going to be my last year active. And I feel like everything is coming full circle. From the moment I realized that I was strong, to now...there's no doubt that this organization, though silly to outsiders, has provided me and the womyn I work with room to grow. It's a beautiful struggle, a beautiful mess...a beautiful room when you're with them. You know when you can feel the heart of someone...the dedication, the strength...that's what I feel.

Thank you.

What's been happening in my life lately...I've been lazy. Its hard to get in the groove again, when I feel unmotivated and feel like I'll succeed anyways. I'm taking time foregranted. But...who knows, maybe that will change. It's starting to look a lot like Christmas...I hope you all have a good Thanksgiving.

And remember...there's so much to be thankful for.

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