part one1

Genuine and unprepared
If you see something, could you just say something?

I feel like this world is revolving at an alarmingly fast rate.

People are graduating. People are crossing into the threshold of marital bliss. People are getting preggers. It is CRAZY. I can't help but think with a very loud GULP that we are finally growing up. Or we are somewhere around there.

Of course, I'm stationary. Same old struggle--getting to class, fighting the laziness. It's stunting my growth.

But you see...this is what I'm curious about...so when you start to grow but you stand in the same spot, does that make you "Jack" (you know, big kid Robin Williams)?

I suppose so...big fish in a small pond syndrome. You just gotta take it upon yourself to swim to the bigger pond.

My brain is filled with things I already know, but why can't I just do it all already?

Take the bull by the horns! Go ahead, yes, YOU! Just fuckin do it already.