Lyrically

So. I thought Anemia caused insomnia...but on the contrary, anemia causes sleepiness. Just the opposite. It doesn't quite help that I am going off caffeine from a "Mega Monster."

I've been thinking lately that I need a new mantra. Either that, or I have to give my old mantra new life.

Prove It.

That's what it says on my wall, but lately I haven't been proving much of anything, but what an asshole I can be, how inconsiderate I have become, and how illusive my ambition now is. So what to do to rejuvenate this old mantra?

Prove it. That I can still surprise myself.
Prove it. That this world isn't as scary as it seems to be.
Prove it. And be a good person, like I used to be.
Prove it. And do the damn thing already!
Prove it. And let the good times roll without second guessing them as bad things in disguise.

Life. I wonder. Will it take me under?

We don't even know
Think back to remember why
How you became so afraid of life
There must be a reason why
You don't even know
You're only falling to rise again
You're only lost to be found again
It only ends to begin again