08 lately

I gave myself until 2 oclock to sleep, because at 2 oclock, it will approximately 12 hours until my shift for work. It kind of kills me to think that way, but it works.

So 08 lately...hmm...

I've been on my feet. Well kind of. I've actually been kneeling and painting for the past two days. It seems I do this about four times a year. Haha, or maybe just last year. But anyways, I bought black paint today because I've been painting silhouettes, and then when I was putting the paints away I found that I had previously bought a new squirty of black paint because I was thinking exactly the same thing the last time I painted! Hah. I just find it funny. Does that mean my thinking hasn't changed?

It was crazy raining on my way home from the city today, and my sister who was in the passenger seat was freaking out at every move I made. This made me nervous. Which made me wonder why of all times I was so nervous when I have driven in crazy weather by myself? And so I came to this conclusion. I grew up.

You're fearless when you're young. Down for anything, whether it be stupid or ambitious and admirable. But that's not me anymore. Now there are reservations. The juice HAS to be worth the squeeze...otherwise...it's not worth the stress.

Yup. 2008. Equals putting it into words.