"that's what you get when you let your heart win"

paramore is runnin circles in my cd player.

it's been like...the whole summer since i've written in here. and to think last summer, that's all i did. that...and drink myself to sleep. but uh. cool summer. chillin. workin. sleepin.

i probably need to get out more.
need to clean my car.
need to find a better job.
need to watch my netflix movies.
need to be smarter.

how come on tv, when kids in shows have crushes on each other, the girls are always hella taller than the boys. it's weird. it's like...is there an age difference? pullin tricks on me. whatever.

wish i had more to say...hmm...

so like i saw my best friend from 8th grade today. yeah. that was awkward. but i added her on myspace, and hopefully one day we can catch a drink.

i guess being 21 makes it easier to catch up with people you haven't seen in a bit. cuz you can just drink and as you get buzzed conversation gets easier. but i always used to use it for that purpose when need came to be, so now it's just legit. know what i mean?

the sleep cloud is foggin my view now. think it's time to sleep. so much for an update.

whatchu know about getting to work early when you start at 6?!

awesome.

song of the day!

paramore- stop this song
You say the sweetest things and I
Can't keep my heart from singing along to the sound of your song
My stupid feet keep moving to this 4/4 beat, I'm in time with you
Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (die for you)


I've gone to far to come back from here, but you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me

Won't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along
Someone stop this song, so I won't sing..

I never let love in so I could keep my heart from hurting
The longer that I live with this idea, the more I sink into this 4/4 beat
I'm in time with you
Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (stop this song)

I've gone to far to come back from here, but you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
I've come to far to get over you, and you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me

Can't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along
Someone stop this song, so I won't sing

Your lovesick melody is gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won't get to me if I don't sing

It creeps in like a spider
Can't be killed, although I try and try to
Well, don't you see I'm falling?
Don't wanna love you, but I do

Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing along?
Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing?
Your lovesick melody is gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won't get to me, no
You won't get to me 'cause I won't sing