standing on the edge of summer

currently?
-family members are hanging out downstairs watching wowowee celebrating my mom's birthday and i am upstairs in my room. my sister is in her room, she just woke up. i'm about to take a nap hah.
-i am thinking, one year, and i finally have the feeling like i'm not faking it...as much.
-i like where things are going
-kinda nervous about next year. gonna be busy busy busy. even busier than this year! and that was crazy enough...

currently.
listening to cat power-hate

i work THIRTY hours next week. from TWELVE. to THIRTY. aint that crazy.

i'mma have some beers later. dip into my birthday stash of liquor. because damnit.

WHERE'D FUN VANESSA GO?!!??!?!