phone ringin

it's not half rightttttt.

the late, the great...can i get a round of applause? elliott smith.

yes, THURSDAY. but...means...ihope i'm not scheduled to work on sunday...though it's very likely. nervous.

never a break between the weeks. whack. i'm all set for this week, but there's hella to do this weekend...and then add to what's going to come for next week...add to the stress of the week after that with formal and mother's day...then the week after that got some papers and finals due...then finals for stats and physics...i'm going to explode. i swear. like a bomb. i am a bomb. i am...the bomb. haha.

seeeeeeee!!!!

i think my computer has a virus. probably because i accidently clicked on an ad last week. hah. fricken a...speaking of ads. aghhhhhhhhh....money out of my pockets again again again. wow dude. wow. i feel like i need to map this all out. i need a list.

shit to do!!!:
-shop for next week...
-study for finals!!! threeeeeeeeee weeks. agh.
-formal shopping!!! oh and pay for my ticket hahahhaa
-mother's day gift!!!!!!!!!
-summer school??!!! yesss, but where and what!!! chem or bio chem or bio chem or bio
-jepet
-chem test
-relax...almost summer...almost my birthday!

so i never really liked my birthday. it's only special to me because really i know like four other people born on the same day, one's my grandpa, the others are josh w. and the twins. pretty cool. and good stuff happens, but i just don't enjoy it being my birthday. i think it's because you're supposed to feel loved on your birthday and i keep rejecting the idea and i'm not about to celebrate myself if i have to be the one who puts out the idea to celebrate myself. i don't do that haha. but yeah that's the naked truth right there.

it's almost midnight! yes. it is. maybe i should get to almost sleepin huh...maybe. i don't get enough of that most of the time.