make my day.

i've been borderline depressive all day. walk to school, swingin my arms a different way. but i walked to the front of the class all late and really paid attention. then walkin back to my car enveloped in this unusually cold wind by immersed in the words of this song...but instead of staying in my car being lonely, i changed parking and walked to school to do work. so then i went up to read, and for a little while i started thinkin because i didn't want to be alone, but it seemed appropriate. but i shook it off and just read...

sometimes i think i'm going crazy.

but i really liked lab, mostly because we were talking about food. now i'm excited to go to all the places we talked about.

but i am not so excited because i can feel the time pressure with each coming day...a little less time for sleep, a little more time stressed out...oy. i will explode. well...

another night. i really want to finish the damn book. but i don't know if i'll stay awake...i'm so cold and sleepy. we'll see huh....