PROcrastination.

I'm a pro at procrastination. It's been two weeks since I've written in here, and right now I'm distracting myself from studying from physics. But ya know what's cool...I THINK I GET IT!! Well so far...hopefully I don't choke...

I want to be sleeping! So bad....agh! See I always used to say "sleep is for babies," but now I feel like I need a bib and a baba, I'M ALWAYS SO TIRED! For real, I can't concentrate on any homework, because whenever I'm home I just feel like pulling my covers up to my chin and falling into dreamland.

In other news though, Pinays In the Arts Showcase and Pinay Symposium passed. Great successes in both. I'd like to say that I am very proud of everyone who was involved in these two projects. They were very ambitious and I think we succeeded to ourselves. First in four years, baby. That's beautiful. They were very inspiring.

Home is crazy. I had a bit of a breakdown. Things are still kind of weird. I'm like porcelain in this house. If only I kept my mouth shut and just took my punishments. I hugely suck at picking my fights. They're all the wrong ones! And so we're all here, trying to drudge out of the thick fog of unwanted news. I'm just trying to get through my shit, then I can think about what happened.

I'm swamped. How did I fall behind?? Such a lazy ass. Gotta study for Physics. Bah. Tomorrow I have to do my Stats project, which I just found out about today, I would have known had I gone to class though this past week. Gah. Note to self: I need to talk to her in an effort not to fail. I also have to read a book I had to pretend I read for Values, because she's having us take a quiz because I think she knows that we don't really read the books! haha. Friday , after school, got work. Then ma wants to go out. I think I'll opt to sleep though. Saturday got work...then family? Not sure how that works...I dread facing my parents. agh. Sunday...meeting. Plus all this stats homework which is lookin like another language.

Next week:
Monday- Try to talk to stats prof
Tuesday- Campus all day (oh yeah dcruz comes home! I miss you foo)
Wednesday- Berkeley after stats on a greek store mission
Thursday- try to go to court for my speeding ticket AGH
friday- probably work after school

wah wah...I am sooooo tired. Hope everything works out. I know I fucked up. I think it's time I try to actively fix my life. Gota change. Gotta.

Back to work!