I LOVE YOU

Lately when I've been drunk, I've been the touchy, I LOVE YOU, fun Vanessa. IT'S BEEN GREAT!! With the exception of maybe one or two emo drunkenessesesessessesss, the good outweighs the bad.

Yesterday was crazy. So I went to work a zombie, tired and a bit sad, and extremely pensive. But it was cool too though because my co-worker brought his Zune and we exchanged some songs. I got John Butler Trio "Peaches and Cream" for one. So on my lunch, I decided to take a listen since I was walking to get a hot dog, and I realized that it got me. So everyone, listen to that damn song. Good one, Jay.

So I sat down alone to eat my lunch, set up in the middle of that courtyard or whatever it is, and I was in the process of calling Emma to tell her I was bringing people, and who all of a sudden surprises me to keep me companY? None other than Bryan and Kenneth. Woohoo, I was so surprised that I yelled in the middle of the message "OH MY GOD, HEY!!!" haha, but yeah they were just taking a break and saw me sitting there. Then all of a sudden who comes but Jonathan, who doesn't even work on Santana Row but I guess he was visiting them. Yeah...it's just crazy how I set up alone and ended up not being alone.

Then when I got off, I went home and changed real quick, then Noemi and I decided to get some Gatorade and put some Goose in it and drink on the way so we got a buzz by the time we got there. Damn good idea, until when we got there we put more damn Goose and I used that as a chaser for shots, which didn't help because it didn't hide the taste of anything. It was refreshing to have beer though. MMMMMMM, I do miss the beer. It's been...a week. Haha. I don't remember much, I know I was running around all over the place, trying to hide from taking shots, because I was DRIVING, and if you know me, I usually never say no to alcohol, but I was saying NO, and no one didn't let me! Jerks. So I was hiding all over the damn place and texting folks haha, and I dont' know. HUGGING. Gotta love it. Who the fuck did I turn into? I don't remember if I used to be like that, or if that's a new development. But yee, then I started yakking, and Tyrone was helping me. Fricken Tyrone. Everytime I drink with him I end up yakking. But he's always there to take care of me, so you gotta love him ya know. DMB WHAAAAAA!!!

Eh, then I was too fucked to drive home, NOemi drove and then we got home at like 4ish? and I stumbled to my damn room, fell asleep for a little bit then my ma came in and told me to get up for work. But I went back to sleep and woke up to Chandra calling me, yelling at me to go to work because she was drunk and in line for the Wii, haha who does that? They stood in line for the Wii and drank. Oh man...crazy people. I was half an hour late and totally dead and a little drunk. what hell it was. I thought I was going to yak, but I held it.

Then when I finally got out, my family wanted to go out to eat, so we went to eat. Then my dad wanted to buy shoes, so we went to the MALL. ahhh, i hate the mall at this time! GAH. I was dyingggg, then after, they wanted to go grocery shopping, but I stayed int he car with my sister and slept, until this fricken little kid made this car alarm go off and it hella pissed me off. Then they wanted Starbucks, oh geez.

So now I'm finally home and all I want to do is sleep, but I also want some chips but my feet hurt so damn bad I don't want to walk downstairs to get some. AGH.

I really do think I need to stop drinking for a while. It's getting too crazy.

Well, I guess it's GOODNIGHT!