If I leave right now...

I hate morning meetings. Bah. Gotta go back at 2 and work a four-hour shift. Ridiculous.

I hella wanna buy Guitar Hero. But I don't wanna get investigated if I buy it again for a present. hahaha, fuckin Best Buy.

People always get down on not being needed. We all dread the words "I don't need you." Or not even the words...but the feeling. Not being needed. Being useless. Everyone hates that. And sometimes that shit hurts. You know it hurts the most when the people who you want to need you--don't mind to need you, don't need you anymore. You're just as gone and as invisible as you ever were before entering each others' lives. I know I've probably done that before, just suddenly stopped needing someone. And I know I've been suddenly stopped being needed. And either way, it sucks. Because that's it then. So one day you might say, "Well then fuck that, I don't need you either." So you don't. And you forget. And that's it.

I'm just sayin.

I think right now, I'm turnin my head away from anyone, and there's no one I really need, because ain't no one lookin out for me, or so it seems. So you turn to anyone worth company and interesting conversation.

Anyone will do.

Back to sleep for a little bit.