Get me.

Sometimes the only thing that makes sense are the things that are blared from the speakers. Because nothing else makes any sense. We make things harder for ourselves, can't figure out why. But it kills. And I'm dying. Revolutions, right? Everyfuckinday is a revolution. We live and we die. But we can't choose who we are reborn as everytime. We can't choose which part of ourselves we will lose. Any part. Every part. All I do is sit alone and think and wonder if the people who see me are thinking pity or wondering what I'm doing. Just thinking, sir/maam/child. That's it. And everyday's lie and a fear I'll be found out, but if it wasn't for them, it wouldn't be hard to tell the truth. I keep searching my head, wondering if I am completely responsible for days like this now. Yeah, it ain't much, but it lands me all alone, too proud to ask for company. Ya know. Feels pathetic. And one more month to go...one more month. I need a new feeling. Something to stay. I don't know. Maybe you get me. Maybe you don't. Anyways. I'll seek comfort in words that don't belong to me. And keep on wishing I had a place of my own and find a place where being alone wouldn't get to me so much.


I can't shake this tiny feeling
I'll never say anything right, I'm on my own
Brand New- Degausser


you're so free, yeah you were right about me,
can I get myself back from underneath this guilt that will crush me,
and in the choir i saw a sad messiah,
he was bored and tired of my laments,
'said I died for you one time but never again.

(never again)
well I love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply.
because I can dish it out, but I cant take it.
Brand New- Limousine

So believe in me, believe them
You think I'll let you down
Well I won't
They can fire everything they've got
And when you think I'm sunk
I will float on, and I
I am fine to put your gun to my life
And know I'm scared it won't fire right
Brand New- You Won't Know

You won't know...
Yeah, you won't know...

When I disappear, do you fear for my sister and talk
When I disappear, it is clear I am up to no good
I am drearily blunt, letting this time, waiting for too long
So the last thing you realize
You’ll miss what you already got
Brand New- Luca


Feels like we could escape this
I might throw it away for fear of the silver sun
If you try running a maze of your lies
It's too hard to save you've thrown out everyone
Brand New- The Archer's Bows Are Broken

I've been thinking 'bout
Why you act so proud
I've been thinking 'bout
What's this shit about
Am I losin' control
Am I losin' my soul
Just tell me am I losin' you
Handsome Boy Modeling School- I've Been Thinkin'