Sing it back.

Just another stroke of genius.

I wish.

As I was tellin Fran in the car today, it has been a weird couple days. Random. Like even at school. Seeing my cousins. They're fun. I love 'em. Kooky. Kickball. I GOT HIT BY THE BALL! Well, I stepped into it like an idiot, but damn. hahaha. Uhm...been lazy. Must be because of the time of the month. Or I'm just tired of trying. But yeah. Ever since I came up with the plan, nothing is stickin. Just can't wait to do it already. Oof.

But I opened the Physics book today and actually read. Took out my calculator. Took out my notebook. Looked for similarities between the problems in class and the problems in the book. I guess her jibberish makes sense. When she's not speaking, of course. haha. I was rather proud of that effort, but I didn't finish studying, so I'll just try not to sleep before class tomorrow and analyze the rest of the chapter. As for Chem. I think I can afford to chill for this test. It's not hard, I'm just lazy. Wise thing would be to sleep right now, but I took like an hour nap and had a weirdo dream. Guess it was enough to recharge me. So I don't know if I'll be able to sleep.

so I cut beer out of my diet. But it soon will come back and I'll just substitute it for the absence of soda. Either of them are horrible for your stomach. I'd rather kick out the shit that I drink more often. Which is soda. Gotta kill this gut! OY. I feel like runnin or somethin, but not really. it's just kinda idealistic. hahaha. I'm LAZY.

Ma has been weird quiet lately. I've been making an effort to not be an asshole and respond when she talks to me, to respond using an indoor voice, to try to be sensitive to her feelings right now. My tita says that she's down on not having work, and I get that. I guess I've been seein that kinda in the past few days. Little bit of a look of defeat, little tired. It's not cool. I wish God granted wishes. But it's the genie at the bottom. Who I'm suckin at. He owes me one last wish.

Can't wait for Halloween. Man. I guess I'm going to get ready for bed. Goodnight. Whoo, Thursday. I like Thursdays!