On my own

I know I'll do this, On my own, I'm better off, On my own

Too bad. It beat me to it. Heh. Came to me while my eyes were shut.

Highlights: Not going to class. Sitting around with Fran. Hah. Good car ride and good talk with Kim. "Getting it" in my lab. I always feel stupid at school. Always fun eating and joking around with Monica.

So. home. Waiting for Heroes to come on. Conceded to the fact that I have got homework to do. Seems like whenever I'm at home I'm looking forward to forward time. The future. To something else. Sometime other than now. I count the days instead of live them. Heh. Well I miss the days that I would just live out. Now I don't know what to do with myself because I feel like I'll never get to where I wanna be.

A drink would be nice. But that would defeat me. And...I dont' like being defeated.

And they said, don't let me down, don't let me down again.

I'm yours tonight.