Nobody knows.

Finally, some chill time. For real didn't really have any time to myself today. Except for the drives, but I was fricken trying to fight sleep all the time. If only I hadn't take that nap during Desperate Housewives last night, I wouldn't have stayed up till 2. Wouldn't be so tired today. But eh.

So yeah, fricken Leisure midterm took a half hour. Then ran a few errands with Fran. Then dropped her off. Then went home. Thought about what to eat. Ma wasn't answering her phone. I forgot my dad wasn't working today too. So I went to Quizno's. Bought us both lunch. Ate lunch alone and left hers on the table. Went up to my room for a few minutes. Blah blah internet routine. Then drove to school. My head kept falling in class, I kept trying to not fall asleep. WOOT. Made it through to lab. Lab was tough, didn't know what we were doing (because the server was down yesterday, so I had to print out the lab this morning).

Got out 30 minutes early, which is late for me, because we always finish incredibly, ridiculously early. But not today, of course. Walk to my car, call ma. Ma asks me to pick up the cake. Kids are already at my house. So go to Goldilocks to get a cake, bought Mama her favorite Buko pie. Came home. My auntie and her four girls were there.

Oy, went upstairs and I was locked out of my room, because I left my room key inside my room because I always mean to put it on my chain, but nah. So luckily Manong came as I was trying to break in, and taught me how to break in. (HE'S ALWAYS SAVING MY LIFE.) So then the kids started pouring into my room. Playin my guitar, goin on my computer. Christine and Angelina were in her room watching The Little Mermaid, hella cute hahaha. And apparently I missed when she put on the umbrella hat. Well then I started my Manang routine. Which is me on crack. If you've ever witnessed me on crack. That's Manang. For my dad's side at least.

Everyone started coming, so I started eating. HELLA ate. With ROOT BEER. Oy. My stomach is wasting away. Just played around with the kiddos for a bit. Then my cousin Bryan left to go to school (relevent later). I felt sad when my grandpa was gonna give Christine her present, but he couldn't tell us apart! WAH. We dont' look that much alike. "I'm Vanessa, she just stole my face." "Yeah, I stole it and fixed it." What a booger. Kept eating. Puto, my favorite, my grandma said. Cut the cake. Chocolateeeeee. I didn't have any. Not a big fan if it ain't ice cream cake. Woot christine. Ya little shitter. Haha...she kept saying "I'm gonna work at Target now" WTFFFFF. Noooooo. Red shirt slave!

So yeah, played with the kiddos. The little preteen (or teen now?) girls were in my room talkin bout boys, I think. So I went in and crashed their party. And checked all their phones. Hahahaha. They're growing up so fast. They're all taller than me. Yeah I know that's not saying much, but THEY'RE SO TALL. And athletic. OYYY. And smart! Everything I failed at! Haha...well I like that that's what they are. They're funny. Then went and had a photoshoot with the Bubba. The kids left, the boys stayed and were watching Prison Break.

Bryan called and asked me to pick him up from his night school. So I went. Came back and my dad, my uncle, and I started lecturing him to believe in himself more. My dad says "I'll tell you one thing. Aim high." Seriously, I think he's a smart motherfucker, he just thinks he's stupid. Nah, he ain't stupid, he's just lazy. I keep telling him. He's not stupid. Well yeah, so I hope he learns that. Or realizes it. So yeah.

Went upstairs. Watched Prison Break with the boys and then Heroes. OY I LOVE THAT SHOW. then the boys left. I just washed my damn face.

And I have a headache the size of Texas. I hope I pop a vessel. It hurtsssss.

Well actually for some reason I felt the need to beg God for life today. Or thank Him. So Thanks. Appreciate it.

So now I'm finally on my bed. Soooo tired. I hope I can pass out, because I feel like I can pass out for days. Even though sometimes I feel like that and still can't get to sleep.

So I'mma just do this now before I knock out, because I don't think I'll make it to midnight.

happy motherfuckin birthday CHRISTINE!!!
(SWEEEEEET SIXTEEEEEEEN)
LIKE THE SHOW!
UH HUH!
HOPE IT'S A GOOD YEAR!
YA PUNKASS.

AND THAT'S IT. goodnight.