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Blib.
I find that I understand somewhat of what I just spent the last two hours staring at, the only problem is in the application of it. This test is gonna blow.

Blib done.

Ya know. I've got this...lack-of-sleep induced headache which I've had the whole day. Remember high school? How the fuck did we get through high school? That shit was hell compressed into four years. Or at least for me. Man, I drank sleep like a glass of water. A nap everyday after school. Sleep at 1. Late to 0 period. Detention. Home by lunch. Hah. Seems so fuckin easy, but look at life now. IT'S EVEN EASIER. It's just the rut we put ourselves in that sucks. Or some, the rut we were put in. Oy. Again, it's like the lesson you can never run away from. The consequences you made for yourself. And I, because I lack anything better to do, I fall victim to thinking about it as reliably and often as...I dunno. Haha.

Wish I had more to offer. But I've fallen into this pretty uninteresting kind of week. I keep almost dying on the road. I'm thinkin I'm not being a good driver. haha, call it a hunch. I keep skippin school. Well...twice. Almost today. I haven't had a drink in...two days. I wanna see if my gut get smaller. Then maybe it really is the beer, then maybe I need to cut it out. Or cut back. And...I've been home a lot this week. But I still don't see my dad. Haha...which is weird. ANDDDD I am craving Mexican food like a mofo which can only mean one thing....

You know what it is.

SO. That's all. I guess. So boring.

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