Asterisk.

Dear Vanessa,
You said fix. But you're a magnificent liar.
-Yourself.

I landscaped this year ahead of me, and I get nothing. It's feelin...a little empty. Heh. Who cares? I did it though. My bad. Thinking...I just have to get the fuck out of here. Here, there, everywhere. My vanishing trick. Give you valid reasons for my disappearance. I've always been good at that. Leaving is my forte. I can do it this time, like I've done it everytime, and how I'll always do it. So I'll see ya...gonna give this life a chance before I jump to the next ship.

Tired as hell. Goodnight.

EDIT: 8:36am

"If giving up's so easy, why do you even try?"- Gomez

UHHHH. Dunno. THE SIMPSON'S QUOTE!!
"You tried, you lost. The lesson? Don't try."
I'm waiting till I lose bad enough to never try.

And I was cranky because of lack of sleep last night. SO. Sleep is the cure, baby. Sleep is the cure.