Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Standing still

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I don't know why I don't really care that I got a speeding ticket today. Hah. I was just driving, zoning out. Trying to minimize the space between me and the car ahead, and all of a sudden I see flashing lights. I need to wake up. Such a zombie.

You know what people do with zombies? They kill them! This is true. If it were true...

Ya know what I realized, being a third year in college, I kinda feel more comfortable at SF State, like I finally got hold of the way it goes. I know the weather patterns. I know the parking tricks. I know the classes that suck. Classes that rock. But you learn somethin new everyday.

I am so tired though. I'm gonna post it at home today and go to sleep at 9 haha. So the phone will be turned off. Leave a message. Uhm. Yup.

It's weird. This time around feels new. Newer than last time. Don't know. Could it be the pressure of time? The change of scenery? New friends? People come and go...I think I am a tad desensitized about a few things. Eh. I said I'd change, right? Well, what I know for sure is that as unpleasant as it is to be attending two schools and driving everywhere and living at home where I get phone calls concerning my whereabouts, as unpleasant as all that is, I am responsible for the position I am in and it is very important that I execute all of my plans or else I won't get anywhere. I feel like this semester is going to feel like forever, but hopefully by the time I'm done, I can just go to SFSU. Because this two schools shit is stressing me out.

PEACE OUT. I'mma nap.

Oh yeah, I HAVE been keepin up with my movie a day thingy. haha...well...kinda.

Sunday: Beerfest
Monday: Talladega Nights
Tuesday: Winter Passing

What what! Ok, so tonight is Wednesday and there's nothing on TV, I needa find somethin to watch!

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