I guess I think about you all the time

Yet another day at work. It feels like it's all I do. It's all I get to talk about, because they're the only people I see. Well I sold two more plans today.

But the highlight is when the cute boy threw things at me. OY. I'm a bumble bee bumbling all over town. And I never sting because I just can't.

Dun dun dun. How many more days till school starts?? Couple. I don't bother to turn around to face the calendar. Not that excited. Not even that relieved. Just eh. Continuation. Make or break situation. Same old, same old. Except without a few things. But it's not like they mattered that much.

Why can't you live without the intention?
Why can't you love without the intention?
Why is it that when we have to do simple things, we must set out to do them? We have to remember not to screw up. We have to remember to not be selfish. We have to remember to control our feelings. We have to remember to be good friends and good people.

It's too hard. I know I'm guilty of not being able to do this stuff. Yeah...I am. I think I'll borrow a movie. No wait...can't.

Anyway, there's a weird vibe up in my house. My dad isn't here and my mom is rippin up papers. What the hell is going on? I just came home...whatever.

That's all I got. Yay for Saturday...please be a good day...