Forward leak.

Things to do: Write a summer song. Figure out a third chord.

Agh, longest day at work. Honestly I was seven minutes late and didn't get to catch some breakfast so I was starvin the whole day. Because I spent my lunch playing ping pong on 360 with my coworker haha. And then alone. Whatever. Just did whatever at work. They tell me I work too hard...I just try to waste time without dragging it out.

So tired. Lately been keeping my eyes on the television set. Rented Munich, movie called Brick...good movies, must say. The remainder of this summer I guess I'mma try to watch more.

And I'm hungry, always hungry.

You know what's hard to do? Listen to other people's stories, especially when they're hella tall and you have to look up to listen. My eyes tend to roll back and my head feels light.

Every now and then I get this anxious feeling. Not sure if it's anger or if it's just nerves. Eh. Uhm. That's all some people will get out of me these days. Positives are reserved for positives. Negatives always waiting for the negatives. And I wish I could be one of those people who take things all the same, always positive, even with the negatives, never angry and always understanding. But I think I tried that. And it didn't feel like it worked.

Wish I could change it, but I just can't help it. This is going to ruin some things, but I don't care. I feel like I'm always on the move. Even when I'm standing still. It's my brain. It loses you, it catches you. You won't notice when it loses you, but it does.

Gibberish now. Just some gibberish.