fuck freedom

Oh, Fourth of July. Usually we have a family party, but today I found my ass starving without one. So I woke up at 2 after staying in bed and snoozing from 11, dropped my sister off at 8 before that. Oh I finally fell asleep at 6. Stupid sleep. Way overrated anyways.

So I checked the freezer. Gross TV dinner my ma bought without us. Never good. Salisbury steak. No, I don't trust any sort of frozen beef that's already prepared and ready to heat up. It never turns out good. What else? Rice? No thanks. Went bad anyways. Felt like I was living up in the city again. Nothin to eat. So...what else? Ramen! Oh yes, college livin.

Got ready, picked up sister at 5. Boredom. My cousins were hella bored too, so we decided to have hot dogs and chips and watch a movie at our house. Pretty fun. Good dogs. Anyways...that's my fourth.

Not the same. I think last year we had a party at least. And fireworks suck. Dad gone one day and already got some beer bottles to dispose. Don't tell my ma.

School starts tomorrow. How lame. Ok I really wish I didn't have to go. Two hours and twenty minutes (I made a mistake earlier) 3 times a week? It's crazy how lazy I am. But...whatever.

SUMMER TO DO:
--paint my room
--buy a fuckin bookshelf because my room is getting crowded. also buy a file cabinet. ORGANIZE!!!
--move out of SF apartment, which will only add to the clutter in my room...oy.
--take care of house--bills, water plants, food...
--babysit maybe? when i can. i'll just take em to the park and cook them...uhm...what do kids like to eat? sandwiches? hahaha...fine. happy meals.
--drink a whole lot, because for three weeks, as my manong says, I'm 21. haha...
--lose my gut. which contradicts the previous goal, but whatever. i'm going to try to have the best of both worlds.
--chill with homies. "Lacky" called haha, my dad took the message. Said it was "Lacky." Chem AP reunion. Been a while. B vil. Of course my Entourage. Sociables always, gotta make up for lost time.
--wash my car. One of these days.
--catch up with Kyle with Entourage. Must know what he's talking about! Oh and other shows.
--Not starve. Even though I'm kinda hungry right now.
--Sleep normally.
--SUMMER CONCERT! At least one. Oh yeah, and Kathleen's benefit concert. I'd like to check that one out.

Still kinda feels like I never left, but I know I did. Hopin that maybe I'm better for it, or somethin. I wish. It's addicting. Just wanna go away now...

So uhm. I guess I should sleep. Clean up tomorrow maybe. Run a mile. Save the world. Goodnight ya'll.