Story of the year.

Kick push, kick push.

This is summer, huh. I forgot what boredom feels like. I've been sitting on my bed for hours watching TV or with this laptop. My ma attacked me with a steaming hot face towel again. Oh geez...prepare for life like this, I tell myself.

I try not to put my eggs all in one basket. Is that the expression? Yeah, because a lot of things are "too good to be true" and when everything feels great, you know you're in for some shit. Or well, that's just how it all works I find. I'm right about this. Many times I've experimented with fate. I hella wanna go to the Philippines, dude. I keep asking my ma questions like a kid. I know it probably won't happen, and whatever does happen is probably for the best.

--oh by the way, dcruz its that's commercial with your song in it again, just saying haha..--

Where was I? Oh yeah, whatever happens happens. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. I just need somethin to look forward to anyway. That's why I'm making myself excited. And then if we do go, I come home before school starts and my sister and I are home alone for a month. Sounds fun to me!

I wanna barbeque. haha...it's random, but I want some goddamn steak. Or korean beef. I want beef. It's that season!

Or I can choose to look forward to hanging out with the cuzzos. I was joking around and proposed that we take a tour around this state for colleges (but not really) for my cousins who are about to make that decision. Who knows, maybe I'll stay wherever we go, hah. But that probably won't happen because ya know...our parents will never allow it, and Manong Stanley isn't that good of a sweet talker.

Or I can choose to look forward to tomorrow. WOOT WOOT. I hope it's sunny.

Or I can choose to look forward to (if I do go to the Philippines) my two weeks here in the States before I leave. I'll spend it wisely with some good folks. Hang with the Sociables. Visit up in the city. I really have to get started on my goals. I'm going for completing 50%.

Well anyways...see ya next time niggas. Got some sleepin to do.