Reasons

"You know its gonna be you finding you right. Let it be in any form you choose Van.. "

You know it's going to be you finding you.
You know it's going to be you saving you.
You know it's going to be you destroying you.
You know it's all just you.

Okay, I understand. I thought maybe by you saving me by saving yourself it would be like killing two flaws with one stone. How many you's are in this? I dunno...this "you" could go anywhere. But ultimately, its on me to really stop, and same goes for you. Me and my rose-colored glasses. How could I be so silly. This is life. Take it or leave it. I got it.

And I'm SORRY that I ain't good at keeping my secrets. I'm fuckin weak.

It's crunch time. Have a good week everybody.



Happy Birthday, ETAS. We're officially not the newbies no more.