It's not really 2!! It's only 1!!!

I'm tired but my body is restless. Wanna go fly a kite, but fall asleep with the string in my hands. haha...Soooo, I've just been sitting on my bed in my usual spot next to the desk with my laptop in my lap...thinkin.

RANDOMOSITY:
--Fuckin last Spring Break: JURY DUTY...bonfire...That was like two days right there...haha...Parents tripped balls of course...Hella fun though. Always good times with Alpha Q...I miss those guys.
--I ain't tryin' to top that...I think lately my life hasn't been about topping shit. Because honestly...I didn't really have any plans for this part of my life, just kind of thought it'd work itself out. So I'm just going with the flow...waiting for life to suddenly hit me so I can finally step into the door that is my future. You like that huh?
--So this Lent...I'm not doing well. And it's only MYSPACE. Hah. Grr...not so great with this whole resistance thing...I'm such an idiot. But next year, my plan is going to be ALCOHOL. Until formal...then until I turn 21. NICE, HUH? I think I'm brilliant.
--Just thinking. The cat's out of the bag. I told Nicole. Just have to inform the rest of the gang. Sadly, La VERN becomes La ERN. But if you rearrange the letters you get LEARN. soooo HAH! I'm putting off my feelings about this...and i'm pretty sure around May and AUGUST I'll be crumbling at the thought of living in this house again...But I can't watch my parents struggle anymore for reasons that I can help. So...here's my offer. My help. And I'll just do my thing. Looks like next year will be quiet for me.
--Fuckin rain. you suck.
--Remember when you had AIKIDO Noemi...I just remember going with you to your locker sometimes.
--404 Rocks for blocks. fo shizzle...I miss our kick ass parties. Our themed drinking nights even though only Gel and I were the alchies. RIDING ELEVATORS. MAKING WEIRD FRIENDS. AHHHH IMISS THE DORMS!
--Ice cream at night.
--I have the opportunity to friggin do my last load of laundry right now but I'm too lazy.
--What the fuck am I going to do tomorrow other than nap? EXTREME NAP!!!! And eat. Fuck. I need to stop eating like a self-proclaimed competitive-eater. Stuuuuuupid.
--Who remembers their first day of college? NOT ME.
--Just think...a year from now...what are we going to be doing? Man I wish I knew. Wish I could fast forward real quick...just so I know what's up so I don't have to worry about all this in the middle. Just live and know that a year from now, maybe we'll be different and better and things will just work themselves out ya know...and hopefully I won't be on lockdown.
--I feel like college was the beginning of my life. I know it'll make my high school friends mad for saying that. But I was never really myself, I was too afraid to be myself for fear of rejection. Why was it so easy to think that back then...I don't know. i guess I grew out of that...thank goodness. Why am I thinking about this?
--Can't wait for Summer, man. HURRY HURRY HURRY HURRY HURRY....can't wait for days to get hot again and we'll all be like wth, where did that come from...and for nights to turn into days continued...AHHHH...
--surprisingly, I didn't try to make dirty things out of shit I've been reading haha...fricken random day.


Then Nar, Bryan, and I went to get some BEEF (except Bryan had chicken) at the mall. MmMm good...Good one, guys. So now we're real friends because we upped a level.
-The Birth of Alpha Q

Now I remember that day...I had a hangover that day and I was hella hungry so we went to go eat, and on our walking back, Bryan was like "We should fart." hahaha...wow.

Alright. gotta wake up early...peace out.