All for love.

Has anyone heard of Moneen? They're cool. Hats off.

Emma is on her bed playing with Teddy and talking about this pogi boy in her class saying "Tell me why..." haha, it's cute.

Where are these damn May flowers? It's almost May...so if it's not going to shower for the remainder of April, I am demanding some sun. Yup, I'm demanding. This is your last chance, Weather. If you don't do me right here, I don't know what I'll do...I might go crazy and talk to Mr. Rain and tell him to just come and do his thing. Because I'm frankly tired of waiting in the overcast. Ya feel me???

Yesterday was pretty funny. I forget what happened in my inebriated state. A lot of apologies...and tummy aching...and being very weird?? I don't really remember. But it was fun? Yup. Good times.

Oh yeah, so I was asking Nicole to refresh my memory on the conditions of me and Dcruz going to formal and I thought the funniest thing was when she said that only Dcruz could touch my flask. Fuckin random. Hahaha...touch my flask. What the.

I also called my grandma yesterday, which was or wasn't a good idea, because I think I was slurring a bit. But yeah, I'mma see her this weekend. Apparently this weekend is my uncle's big retirement party at the house in Tracy and my mom is pressuring me to call in sick. BUT MOTHER. I need money like a whore with a crack addiction. But I might be inclined to bored at a family party...sitting around doing nothing in a completely empty room with my cousins. Maybe I'll fall asleep on the new carpet and wake up with bumps on my face from the microscopic bugs that live in the carpet. Whateverrrrr.

Okay. You know what I resolve. And I'm so fucking serious. SOFA KING SERIOUS. Alright. No more emo drinking. Really...alcohol is the nectar of the Gods, so it should be fun and not fuel for tears. You know what I mean? So. Enough of that shit. I resolve it. And if I don't follow through on that...you can strike me real hard. Or....remind me that the robot means LOVE. And the ROBOT comes out when the good-hearted drink the NECTAR. SO. This is my resolution. Because I think I remember Dcruz saying that yesterday she was pretending was New Year's part 2 or something.

Okay I need a nap before I kill somebody. Good(afternoon) my dear readers. My bleeding heart and swollen brain are always at your service. =)