986

This is Blog number 986. It's almost been 1,000 blogs for this blog. Wow.

I say we do throwbacks. You know what...I don't know. That's all. Hah. Oh yeah, when I was in English on Monday, I was re-reading my essay, that I thought was good last week, and I realized that it sounded really retarded. I don't know what crack I was on last Monday, but hopefully she doesn't hate it. I think I shall tidy up today. I have become a mess.

This weather is a fuckin downer. Man. I keep fuckin shit up. Dude. I swear, this is why I keep saying I can't do it anymore. I can't take care of myself. Look at what has happened in the past few months I've been "taking care of myself." I've been breaking myself, and costing other people. That's not cool.

I wish I were who I used to be. In my growth with this blog...I see how I've changed. I've lost some hopes, some dreams, some ambitions. Lost some time. Gained somethin new. Gained some new dreams. Gained some new habits. Up and down, up and down. This is how it is. Everytime I think I know how life will turn out, I am proven wrong. Usually it's myself. It's okay. When I say everything will be okay. That's the only thing I hope is true.

The rain is coming, ya'll. See you in a couple of days.