PLEASE NOT THIS TIME.

I got really nervous today when I had nothing to listen to in the car on my way to work. Just kind of really throws of my day. Freaks me out..

And we've learned that life is one big game
Where the winners are all getting paid
So stop dragging your feet behind
You can't live with the folks all your life
So on those days home in your car
We jerked the steering wheel to the median
Joking that we'd end our lives
But we weren't joking all the time

Always late for work. Always come home and sleep. I feel bad because that's all I do, and my mom does everything. I'm a sucky daughter. But hey...I don't know. I should work on that.

BLAH BLAH BLAH. Don't know what to do. I am always sleepy. What up with that...

Fuck it, I have nothing to say, I just wanted to write. Bored. But lazy. So...THIS IS MY LIFE. Better than fucking up. So when I'm bored I open up books I already read and read my favorite parts. LIFE. Man. Gets me. Aye...never had my 404 lunch. When do I say goodbye to Rikki!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

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I still love life. Peace.