Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die.
The Truth About Heaven- Armor For Sleep
Here's what I think.
You are the only one who can change yourself. I can't change you. We can't change you. In the beginning and in the end, it's all you. Forget everyone and all the situations that you're in...because you make all of your decisions, the ball is in your court...what are you going to do? You decide how you feel and what you think. If you don't like the person you are, then change. Sometimes I get stuck in thinking I'll never move, but then I realize that I'm the only one stopping my own motherfuckin revolution of self. All this is so much easier said than done, but what can you do...what can we do? You know everything, and we're always here. And it's going to be okay...but only if you let it. But in the meanwhile, we're always here, and nothing but tears of hurt by your hurt will be cried, and even then, you gotta live your life no matter what. At the beginning in the end...you're the only one who can control your life, no matter what you think...it's your brain producing the thoughts, it's your feet that need to keep moving, and it's your hands that need to hold on. And we're reaching here too...and we always will be here for that. And even if you need a push, we will give you a fuckin shove.
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My blanket still smells like bonfire. Fuckin gross. I washed it already. Today was fun. Just chilled at work. I really didn't want to do anything so I watched music videos haha...and David was being random, so it was awesome. And Alex of course was being Alex which is always fun. haha...then when I got home, Nicole and I grabbed some porkchops MMMM and went to Nar's place and just chilled for a while. Kitchen is horrible. AHHH....But that was fun...fuckin Nar rapping...you punk! haha...it was funny though...a little embarrassing for me, but whatever. Haha it was funny. Good times. Porkchops foreva. hahaha...
And the partayyyy...good times. fuckin spilling the bottle on the floor, what a fuckin sucker. DAMN. I suck.Anyway....for the last time this year...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOEMAY. haha.
Picture courtesy of Maureen!!
2 comments:
Thanks bud. Ya know...somehow...we'll get through this year. Hopefully stronger and not as lost as we started.
I think we'll get through it. It's only January...psh. We got this. Piece of cake. Going get tough...get some chops. We live to conquer.
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