Can You Save Us.

NEW YEAR. new year. NEW YEAR. new year.

My attitude so far: PRETTY DAMN GOOD.

How do you get back to the person you used to be when your innocence was compromised in the fight to grow? But now, so desperately you stand, staring back, but standing still...STANDING STILL. I wanna be the girl who used to write in here. She was pretty cool. Wish I got to know her before she changed. But of course, a few years from now, I will be saying the same thing about the person I am now. And so on. The cycle continues unless it is broken. So let's break it. So far, 2006, I have forgotten about the bad things of 2005, and everything really just is new. I guess I'm good at tricking myself. Always been! But that's what I like about me. hahaha.

Always good times bowling with fricken Noemi and fricken Dcruz. Gotta love em. It's the return of...bowling. haha. Okay.

So like. Thinkin about getting my lip ring back again. Hah. BUT I have to ask my parents...because last time they really scared me, and I was afraid to come home...if you don't remember. They kind of ostracized me, and didn't call me...but hey...I don't know. I hope they just give in, and realize I'm going to do it anyway. And at work...since Val is leaving, I guess this is the best time to do it, since she's gonna be gone. AWESOME. Hah. GOTTA LOVE IT. Unless the regional manager comes in..then I'm fucked. But whatever, PAT LOVES ME. Haha, jk. So motherfriggin cocky.

I feel good, positive. Must be the new air. (But it's really the same air as it's always been). See I recycle my resolutions hoping that this year I'll get it right. THIS YEAR I'LL GET ONE OF THEM RIGHT. I hope...But that's enough anyways.

I guess this is one of those days...I LOVE MY LIFE. No matter how boring it is, or how messed up I am, or how grumpy/moody I can be, or how I mess up...Thanks God. I'm glad to be alive.

2006 WHERE YOU AT!!! Didn't start a party...so I guess this is going to be a kick back year. Awesome. Here's to hoping.