one awkward silence, and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep

my mind says: (a list)
--I miss 404, especially now.
--The shit you read on Myspace...it's like...WHOA. Nah, seriously. I got questions for people.
--Currently procrastinating and not proud of it.
--In danger of failing my classes even though my attendance was very good in comparison to last semester's.
--Listening to Christmas music all day makes me angry.
--Remembering 404 from pictures. My lovely ex-roommates are moving on with their lives in big ways. I'm astounded. Amazed. I wish we could have a 404 party...a 404 Christmas party and have red and green margaritas and use Toby and have Bryan, Ana, and Nar over, with Eric and he can play Michelle Branch on his guitar upon my request (upon Jess' request because it irks him when people request that), and take a better 404 picture around the tree, gosh I got everyone a present, even Eric and his friend Tej...crazy days...and Jess will make sushi and Ana and I will fry lumpia because we're cousins and that's pretty cool...and Bryan and Nar will play.
--Good old days.
--I think my mom is crazy. Sometimes I don't know what she's thinking. Like for real. She freaks me out.
--My room is a mess. It makes me nervous.
--1:20 am....AGH. Still have about 5 pages to write about PORN. yay.
--I hate finals.
--Today felt...wasted?
--Workkkkkkk on Wednesdayyyyyyy, I wish I didn't have to go....GAH.


Checklist. Checklist. Checklist.
___ 2 short reports for Fables (Tuesday)
___ 5 page paper for Eroticism (Tuesday)
___ Biology Extra Credit (Friday)
___ Fables Final (Thursday)
___ Asians In America Presentation (?)