all hail the heartbreaker.

hi. I feel like it's been a long time since I blog, but it's only been a couple days. Well life has been a friggin whirl lately. Midterms last week, or I mean only for "Ate Allyson's" class (I feel undeserving to call her ATE). Wrote a five-page paper in about two hours. Taught a class to ghetto kids with Emma and Mike. Got absolutely NO good sleep that week. Got to me. Secret breakdowns like whoa. But why am I telling you??? I don't know, don't care anymore. This weeeeeeeeeeeek (not weak) should be better. Just one thing left. One thing. Then...smooth sailing.

So the manager today told us that she's been overworking us so she needs to cut our hours. WELLLLLLLL, duhhhhh, fool. Hella overworking us, and it's just motherfuckin FYE. GEEz.

Wooooooohoooo...get to go home this weekend. Sad I'll be missing roadtrip fun with friendship games, but I need to see my family. Really need to. It's Christine E.'s birthday ya'll!!!! Hello mom. Hello dad. Hello Christine. Hello cousins. Hello titas and titos and uncles and aunties. Yeah...I miss home. I miss home, okay...

Yeah, I miss the sun in my room the way it makes everything look warm. Even though my mom decorated it, I made it. I remember every reincarnation it has gone through, as well as the whole house. But in the past years, I find myself coming home to something new everytime. It ain't bad...I just wish I was there to see it. Yeah, I wish I could be everywhere.

So this is my life, huh? Interesting. Two years ago, if you woulda told me I'd be like this, I'd have killed myself right there. But I guess everything turns out fine. Yup. Just fine.

As for everything else...I don't know. I need to.....something. I need to do something? Drink it off. Smoke it off. Ugh. I don't know. But anyways...life is good. Thank you for life.