It only works half the time

So I guess this is about the only time I can find to tell you about shit going on. Everyone in the house just knocked out, and we didn't even drink anything, so yeah.

Damnit, these past two weeks have been so hectic. So so sosososososo hectic. Kappa on the brain 24/7. TWENTY FOUR SEVEN, damnit. I know everyone living in this house is just tired. Tired and cranky and waiting till we can stop stressin again...because damn if the whole year is gonna be like this...I don't know if I can hang. Crankiness leads to stress leads to anger leads to resentment leads to sadness leads to feeling of failure leads to disappointment. I know my brain too well, I would be a Psychologist if my parents didn't care. Because I've spent so much time in my head, no one even knows. Just now do I have the chance to speak up, and for those who have just gotten to know me, damn you don't know much. Because there are those years in my life we just don't talk about.

But anyways, all of this business has given way to success and progress. It's beautiful. Good shit. That's all I got to say. I am proud of everyone for organizing and helping out. It's a beautiful thang...

And classes...they're alright. Reading and stuff has really got me thinkin...bout shit. Got me thinkin...is that how life is? For everyone? The dance of return... In this fuckin crazy world, I know that one day, we're all going to end up where we belong. And I'm trying to decide whether to be scared or happy.

That is all, thank you. Exhausted, and I can't wait for this week to be over...last day. Peace everyone.