wish that i was anywhere...

I'm bi-polar. That's gotta be the reason. Or Clinically Depressed. But of course, I needa get diagnosed! Or do well in school so I could diagnose myself!

From suicidal. To normal. Back up again.

Moving in a few hours...flashbacks to last year. My room looked exactly the same...bins stacked up somewhere, unable to contain my nerves...or smother my worry. Well my mom and my sister and my cousins are coming to help, which is cool because I love them, and earlier I was bein a bitch to my mother because I didn't want her to come, but I want her to...I want her to know where my home will be without her and my sister and my dad. It's a nice place. Smells like paint though. Maybe we can go eat some Mr. Chang's or somethin! I'm excited only for the food.

Well, I will see you. When I see you. And by that time, the stacks will be gone. GONE!

Yeah sure forever never always.