Wednesday, July 20, 2005

nostalgia find your way

i wrote a long post earlier, it took me like two hours to write. but blogger ate it up, fuckin bastard. so i'm going to retype all of it. because it was good.

i was listening to punk goes acoustic...and i was just remembering alpha q and 404...

here's what i miss:
--404, moving in...awkwardness...ma and pop and my entourage leaving...i remember pre-moving writing to the strangers my roommates...talkin to them on the phone...
--staying up late, listening to music and painting gangsta pictures to westside connection
--drunk off...my favorite was the one when gel tried to say she was 1/4 black, was that the same night i got my cd stuck in her ibook? thanks to our friends SKYY VODKA and PUCKER, although gel hates you now...but wes, runnin all over the place, leaving notes on dorm doors...
--me and gel bonding...talkin deep business about life and everything while we're chillin, drinkin...
--definitely, the time jess, gel, and i went to the gay bar and we ordered a LONG ISLAND ICED TEA and LEMON DROP MARTINI, say no to BLOODY MARY'S....got buzzed, the cab ride from castro was fun, took like a second because the cabbie was nutsssss.
--decorating the 404 way...POST ITS!!!!
--weston and geoff bein the only dudes in 404 before they got too cool.
--welcome ALPHAQ...alpha q and our random adventures. skippin school too much, nar cooking for us and 404, we pulled the table out and we had bought that new lamp and everything looked lovely.
--jess makin us lunch that one day and we all ate around the table, fried tofu and rice
--HULK DAY! aka bryan's birthday but he left us...so gel and i had our hulks! got drunk off the HENN and HPNO too quick, drank HENN, four shots in a minute because i was tryin to show off...same day i had to turn in my essay online...yeah...i got a B on that paper, fools!
--birth of TOBY
--voting with the roommies...good experience. then DRUNK OFF...151 and COKE...my courage juice. making fake phone calls...thanks jess for getting that on tape, one day we just have to watch it when we're all together.
--our visitors...eric comin...HEINEKEN, HENN, TOBY that night...
--"do you sleep britney spears, do you sleep?" 404 knows what i'm talkin bout.
--32 reasons 404 rocks for blocks....
--how can i forget that time the homeless guy pulled a knife on us on the muni...or when we got stuck in the muni till it got to the yard and we felt like idiots...second day at school...oh man...
--we put up 32 post its for weston chu...do you still have that weston....
--going up to the druggies upstairs to hang out and drink away my sadness
--them and their apples and ipods.
--bringing them king eggroll every sunday
--random drink offs with alpha q...151 ready to party...MALIBU, and making our own umbrellas out of post its...and i drank that shit by myself too in the morning...
--sex in 404..... :X
--how GOLDSCHLAGER went from FRIEND to ENEMY in one night, at least for me. i hate you, goldie. but you gave me good times. i puked out gold the next morning.
--the many mornings of hangovers and class the next day...
--when i got left behind the muni, and gel was letting out her hand for me haahaha, while they watched me disappear...
--gel's birthday...cupcakes and a big ass SMIRNOFF bottle...
--staying up late talkin, late nights talkin, "GOODNIGHT GIRLS, I'M TURNING OUT THE LIGHTS"
--drunk myspace messages being loud being proud of 404
--404 is the 151 of the towers
--narciso staying weekends because he lived in the tenderloin and it was scary as hell to walk from the civic center stop to his motel.
--weekends when ana would come, and it would be, bryan, nar, ana, and i, and we would just sit around bryan's or nar's go to haight, stay in 404, oh cousin, i loved when you were in town...and when we went xmas shopping for the 404 xmas party...classic. wrapping and everything. taking the bus...
--alpha q, going to japantown. jess going to japantown and buying pocky.
--alpha q loves beef. BEEF. love alpha q. japantown beef teppanyaki. in-n-out with brenda and rosanne.
--the week weston lived with us...staying up with gel and wes watching infomercials, ok gel you won, you stayed awake hella long.
--avoiding the word HELLA for gel's sake...and her socal ears.
--xmas in 404 was a beautiful thing...i love it...everytime i think about it. it was perfect. our friends there...chicken...the beautiful thing was my cousin and i frying lumpia and she said "aww this is how it's going to be when we're old"....and that makes me smile when i think of it...frying lumpia, we bought bread, we made sushi, we had chicken...what else...lots of stuff....
--jess' bday. i gave her like three lap dances to cheer her up...drunk off...i cried like a baby that night and was face molested by nar's roomie...good times though...
--our ritual nightly trips to the vending machines...ice cream everynight...loved it.
--rikki and i meeting strange people on the elevator... :)
--rik and i trying to get 304 to come up and be our friends instead an angry black girl told us to stop making so much noise...
--404's last party...kind of a bummer because we were all so drunk and we had to all leave the next day...
--to gel my drinking buddy in 404. i understand why she wouldn't drink with me on weeknights...because she had class the next day, but i was screwed over every friday because she didn't have class till one and i had class at 9 and i had to wake up from being drunk and get to class....
--that one time me, bryan, and ana dropped ana off to santa cruz, and ended up staying the whole day. eating at the dc there, staying for an open mic. bryan and i being bored in the game room. ana going to class and junk while we took a nap in her dorm room...
--castro street halloween that never happened...except there was a fire alarm...
--ordering food in, like when nar would be there and we'd always order the chinese food and i had an affliction for broccoli beef, and we bought dominoes that one time and the delivery guy got lost around campus, and nar and i had to go find him
--having lunch everyday with rik and rosanne at the dc
--eating breakfast with rik sometimes...
--walking alone...to class, to the bus, anything alone...and it felt good and not bad...and those moments i wanted to scream and jump and yell and just proclaim that my life is good among the bad...
--when my sister called me and told me my dad collapsed and he was in the hospital...first time i ever cried and was scared, and i freaked out and called my mom and i was crying silently...but i dunno if i ever told my roommates about my dad. because i got drunk the night before i was supposed to visit him in the hospital.


404 we had our times. i'm sorry i pulled away...i'm sorry. i will miss it, i really will, now that i think of it, nothing will ever be like this again, and nothing ever will...but the bond is always there, and ya'll MADE my first year of college...you MADE IT...this is a life worth living...showing me i can have fun, let loose, be myself...for the first time. thank you for all you've done...for all we went through...all of the sadness, and the happiness...404 truly rocks for blocks...

let's see what we had...recap, we party animals!!!
--vodka, smirnoff, skyy, that cheap shit that made us all sick
--HEINEKENS
--BACARDI 151
--BACARDI O and LIMON? at the beginning
--PUCKER
--MALIBU, mango and coconut
--PASSIONFRUIT ALIZE
--HENNESY
--HPNOTIQ
--GOLDSCHLAGER

damn the blog before this, it was better...more complete. cheers, darlin...

LONG ASS BLOG, sorry if you didn't want to read this because it's all about 404 and ALPHAQ...had to get it out...felt important.


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<3 404


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my secret college addictions.


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love.


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this is to alphaq...


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this is to post its and paintings...


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to jess and gel, 404cd


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this is to jess and her red japanese face


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this is to doctor chamberlain and choo choo, sorry i killed you. they told me you'd want some beer...so i poured it...and it killed you....


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this one's to sleepovers...


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to the random boys of 404...


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to our whole night of decorating for xmas...i love it still.


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to 404, four girls. we're all so different but we mesh well.

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