never is

this wasn't how it's supposed to be, it never is...
it never is.
it never ends?

it was a good weekend, i think.

strum up and down, let the sound...
deep scars, deep scars of sleep still on your face
random ass dream

fuggin jojo on my arm.

when is the austrian coming?
i should ask my mom, but i'm too lazy to get out of my room.
i should clean my room because it's making me crazy.

the fountainhead still. i'd die for you, but i couldn't live for you.

miss the days. the days. days all around. good times. all around.

COUSIN ROAD TRIP?! to disneyland! maybe. man, i hope we go, that'd be sooooo fun. i'm excited anyways. whatever we end up doing. is that pathetic? i'm the second oldest..and i'm excited to hang out with my little cousins. man, we make too much trouble. hah. but mannnnnnn, cousin road trip sounds hella fuckin fun man!

dude, why do people gotta scream? i'm not a big fan of screamo. stop screaming, i don't know what you're saying. geeeeeeeeeeez.

summer is lovely. bout to move in in two weeks. i hope that this year is good, and everything turns out better than i could have ever imagined, but that's wishful thinking. i just hope that we don't get too close, and then like withdraw towards the end, like i did in 404. somethin happened, can't decide what. but i hope it ain't like that. and for kappa, i'm excited, and scared and nervous as fuck.

g-l.

bye now.