i need you so much closer

I think I have an insomnia problem. There should be pills for this! I'm pretty sure if I saw a doctor, I would have like ten sets of pills for ten sets of problems. But whatever. I have gone through like three Death Cab For Cutie albums now, listening, and I can't sleep because I ain't sleepy. Gosh, what is this?

So come on, come on....

I got those pictures from the camera place. Woot woot, how fun. What else is fun? 5x7 photos. haha.

Fuggin Death Cab rocks.

UHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I have so much hw.....ahhhhh...well, of course, I can do this, I mean, I've done much more. Think about.

I wish I could save the people I love from life and the downsides of reality. And I hate living so far away from them, not within the safety of my reach, if safe at all. Well I love you guys, and God bless, and I'm sure that you'll get through this. Why? Because we're family. Because we're blood. And if I can do anything, I won't let you be sad forever, because it sucks...being that way. And whatchu talkin bout I'm not an aunt or mother to you, who wakes up super early and brings you to McDonald's for hashbrowns...or drives you to the Dollar Store for your Physics project? Yeah, nigga, that's me. Haha, whatever. We'll figure it all out. Don't you worry.

To tell the difference between
shooting stars and satellites
from the passenger's seat as
you are driving me home
do they
collide?
i ask
and you smile
with my feet on the dash
the world doesn't matter
when you feel embarrassed, i'll be your pride
when you need directions, i'll be the guide
for all time...
for all time...
Death Cab For Cutie- "Passenger Seat"

My dear cousins, I'll save you anyday.