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When you're out driving or walking or whatever, do you sometimes think of words...like not words like "The" or "And" but like words...like poetry, the syntax of some words together making a beautiful sound?

I remember writing about walking. How I loved the walks from B Villa to my car, past the people playing football and the gangsters wearing red. At those times, those words would come together, formulating this beautiful idea, but when I got home five minutes later, they're gone.

Or when I'm driving...I hear a song on the radio, and it's catchy and it's deep, and I get to thinkin...thinkin and thinkin, and thinkin.

This room is so dark....

Closing time, every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
Semisonic. Closing Time.

Can you take me home?

If my life were a sappy movie, would these years be that sappy montage of lowly attempts to be successful? If so, what would the song to it be...maybe I'll get to choose. If these are the best days of my life, I really should buck up and act like I enjoy living, otherwise...my whole life is a waste. In actuality, when I asked people "Do you consider these the best times in your life?" Some would say they were days past, others would say they are still waiting, and the really optimistic ones would say that everyday should be lived like it's the best.

If you don't live your whole life like it's the best times in your life...is your life still worth living?


Other than philosophical shit that's always in my head, I have one more speech to deliver and I'm basically home free. A persuasive speech for 8-10 minutes. Now, please tell me what I can tell them about for 8-10 minutes...because I can't figure it out. I think the class is pretty bored about hearing me ramble about being Filipino or our struggles, I'm pretty sure they want something fun...well, I need to figure it out...before tomorrow...agh.

TO DO:
--Speech
----Find speech topic
----Make powerpoint presentation
----Map out what I'm going to say
----Rehearse

--SFSU
----Figure out my classes....
--------So far, I think I wanna somehow major in Biology and be a doctor...kinda scary as a thought, right...maybe I can do it...I really want to, but it means busting my ass, and maybe not partying so much....you'll miss me, I know it.
--------Classes I wanna take so far...Human Bio, English 214, Human Bio Lab, Philippine Lit with Nicoleface, and I'm debating whether to take Physics or maybe somethin Easier....I need two more classes to round out my schedule..
----Register on August 28 at 8:30

--Move
----Pack all the shit I need to, by Monday
----Going with Rosanne and Nicole on Saturday to pick up our keys and visit Ikea and Target for goods
----Buy a damn airbed and sleeping bag, haha..

--Bills
----Credit cards, blah

--Kappa
----Goals, timeline, think about my first move
----Meeting...
----Summit in LBC...
----Lots of shit to figure out still...

Yeah...all this thinkin made me tired, I think I'll go take a little nap and then work on my speech.

Goodnightafternoon, suckas.