i've got so much to talk about.

before i sleep i'd like to blog. and let's just say that the last blog was something that is always in my head, just sometimes it comes out when you don't want it to. but then it goes back in, but never goes away. that sort of thing. so sorry, for making ya'll worry. i'm not going to go jump off the bridge or anything. don't worry.

the weekend was GOOD. i thought it was fun. going to see DIWANG PINAY. soul of the pinay. it was just empowering, you know? like wow. dang. all that spoken word, and i think, damn, can i do that? and if i say "no," then obviously what strength have i found if i cannot say what i feel and mean what i say? not enough. not quite there. but yeah....then nar's crazy party. darn crazy dudes talkin to me. i must have had a magnet on my face or something, but no. haha, it was just damn funny. wonder if they remember any of that. haha. it was just funny. dang, it is cruel to be a sober one amidst a crowd of drunks. way cruel. but hey, whatchu gonna do. it's funny, so that's just the facts. but yeah...good times. no matter how long we stayed, good times. i always miss hanging with alpha q like we used to. what happened to grabbin chicken in the rain...dang.

those days will come again.

and today catchin some tacos with noemi and my sister and cousin. good stuff. what did i tell you chris, good shit, right? fuck yeah. damn.

well alright, i'm sleepy now. not that i wasn't before. i just miss blogging sometimes. well goodnight!