Can't sleep again. I am no good at sleeping early. So right now I am sitting here with my blanket wrapped around me and over my head listening to some rapper I don't know. Lovely. No, perfectly lovely.
Life is poetry in motion.
What is it...for some reason everything has been hitting me all at once. Everything to be sorry for, I am sorry. So extremely sorry. Like, damn. I don't know. I just want to go back home and like...I don't know. Sit in my room and read like I used to. Whatta fuckin loser, but at least I had nothing to be sorry for...no room to make those kinds of mistakes. You know? I find it's harder as you get older because the lines just get more faint...where the fuck are they....because before, I never crossed them.
It goes like this:
There is a line. Crossing the line triggers a domino effect, as follows:
Trouble--> Remorse--> Discourages you to make the same mistake twice--> you're all fuckin good.
But now it's like, where's the line? Make your own damn choices, take all the damn consequences.
I sound like a baby. It's just weird to have this now.
But I deserve everything that comes to me. It is time all the lies, and insensitivity, lack of consideration, and shitty attitude caught up with me. I deserve everything that comes to me. At least I know.
Randomosity:
So the ice cream in the student center is really good. And cheap. $1.80! Can you say WOW!
I think Nicole is at Darrell's...hhaha, random! I know, it just said she signed off. :)
I can't figure out...sleep with socks...or without...
I believe Rosanne and I are the only two people online on my buddy list. Save for Chiang Wu...but he don't count.
Tmorrow is going to be sunny.
Who knows anything about politics anyway?
Who wants to change the world...
Wouldn't it be cool to change the world...
I was walkin around alone today...for like ten minutes...hah. Lookin for that mural...couldn't find it, and I think my knee started to hurt. What the eff.
Sitting somewhere and talking is nice.
I value the little things now.
Who has ever heard "Asleep" by The Smiths...I love that song.
For some reason...I want eggs...omelette, plain, I want my dad to make it.
You know when you've been sitting and thinking for a long time and someone says your name and you forgot that you were a person? Does that ever happen to you...?
When you said you were fallin apart, I thought you meant you were falling apart...
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