thinking till the sun comes up

I woke up at 1 today. PM. I slept at 7:30 today. AM.

I don't think I'll be going to my next class...just because I am not ready and it's already 1:52...class starts at 2:10. I don't think I'm ready....phrase. Sentence. Means a lot. Stands for a lot. I want to be ready.

Deep conversations last night. About stuff. Keeps us up. We were going to go to Denny's but just stayed in. Whatever, right? But I'm glad that we were together. Honestly...you're growing. I'm growing. In the last number of weeks, my thoughts have changed. All of my thoughts. I don't know...I want to break out and just go and do stuff, but that takes energy and motivation, both of which I don't have enough of right now...I think I slept for 6 hrs. Best sleep in such a long time. Since Wednesday night? I don't know. But that's a long time.

Fuck man...I'm so frustrated/stressed/enlightened/worried/...I'M TOO MUCH. So I guess I should go.