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I've decided to blog before I go to sleep. There are a lot of things going through my head. And a lot have to do with the sorority, people not associated with the sorority at all...

Classes are busting my balls, I've been trying to be good and reading everything I have to read, and taking good notes in class, and making sure that my attention is kept up. But that shit ain't working. What the heck. Well, it is. But it's so tiring. I'm not sure I like it so much, you know? But I guess in the end there will be a payoff. Or at least there should be.

Going home tomorrow. Yay. But I'm still scared to see my mother and father. They freak me out. But yeah...shit is weird lately. Getting back here, gotta readjust. But everything is different. It's not like last semester where I had to just find something to do when there was something to do already, I actually do it, and I go out with my sisters, and it's fun. Good conversation. Lots of advice. You know. Matters of the heart being talked about. Love that stuff. I don't know. I just want to feel complete. It's cool that I get to see my sisters everyday.

On a totally unrelated note, I want to catch breakfast tomorrow.

That's about all this crap I have in me to write. NO, there's more. I'm just tired. Barely any rest this week. Next time I'm going to start the week off RESTED. Instead of already exhausted. I have to work on this "studying" thing. The word is foreign to me now. Goodnight.