January 28th

I can't believe it has been 28 days of 2005. Because it feels like 2004 never ended, or 2005 has been the longest year of my life already. I'd expect it to be March already, more like wish, actually. I wish it were March. Last weekend of Winter Break.. here I come. Wooh. Well, looks like I'm a loner this weekend. The roomies are gone. Well, so far, I've been cleaning. And tomorrow, I shall clean some more. Because I'm in the mood to, and this place needs it. It's like...starting the semester off right, in a way. Come from a neat home, do well in school, take care of all the pledge duties...just want to be nice and clean this year or something. No more messes in my life if I can help it. And so that's my attitude at the moment. Watch when it changes...

Went out with Big Sis today. Hah, bet you're reading this! Anyway, it was fun. Lots of walking, though. Lots of shoppage, though I didn't buy anything for myself. I did see lots of stuff I wanted though. At Urban. Man. Broke now because of books. Sucks, man. Anyways, I had a lot of fun, and I learned a lot. I love learning. :)

When I came home, my internet connection was all weird, so I sat down for about the whole movie Enough and got ready for bed, and washed the dishes, wiped the counter. That stuff. And tomorrow I want to tackle the bathroom. Hah. I am so ambitious. Or bored. I think I get ambitious when I'm bored. Or productive is a better word. Love it. Anyway, so I came in here to go to bed, but before I was going to go to bed, I decided to fix my computer, or try to. And I did it. After much furrowing of my eyebrows. And I am sooooo happy. But bored. I can't stand to go to bed, though. Eh. I don't want to sleep. Sleep is boring. And I am bored.

Thinking is like a guerilla attack on my mood.

I don't know what to do anymore. Who to be. It's all just...supposed to hit me, I expect. So when is it going to hit me?

Tomorrow I have to go look for shoes for my sister. That should be fun.