About it.

Days always seem to surprise me.

I'd like to sleep. But I'm a bit freaked out. Hah. I need to sleep actually.

Thanks Jen for saving me from a day of some lonely wandering around Haight and then boring domestic duties back here. Today went out with sistahs Emma and Jen to Stonestown to check out the employing scene. Got a few apps. Seems nowhere is hiring. But we're going to Haight tomorrow. So we're crossing our fingers. I want to work in a Smoke Shop. That would be sOoooo cool. hahaha. Anyway, lots of wandering. Lots. Then Juanita joined us. Love ya! haha. And we came home here, and killed some time talking and stuff before cracking out the Cranium and Juanita's "friend" Chris came over and we played with him. Emma and I lost. Better luck next time, though. Lovely game. Jerc'd family is comin up. Hah. I think my lip ring has swollen up my lip, or at least, inside, again. because I kept playing with it with my tongue. hah. Yes, and then so anyways, Nicole came and we did some more Cranium and then did some more talking and some playing around, joking, singing, you know, the usual stuff we Etas do. Love it. Do notice how often I use the word "love" when referring to my pledge sisters? I do. It's a lot. Because I'm all sentimental now, at this stage in the process, and there's no turning back or pulling out without feeling a whole lot of hurt and loss.

My dad is concerned that the sorority will interfere with my academics. Yeah right, the sorority is going to help save my academics. Alcohol and what not is what fucked me up in the first place. It took me a while to get back to the important stuff. And yes, the sorority is part of the important stuff. Not only for me, but just as a whole. It's an important organization, for the people I belong to. My dad, I think, pictures this group of wild girls who let strange men videotape them on Spring Break while they pull up their shirts. But no. Just because I say "sisters" that's the impression he gets. But it's the same as saying "friends." But closer than that. There's never a dull moment. No feelings held back. I love it. This helps me, not hinders me.

I think I will sleep now. Going to Haight later. I intended going yesterday, all by myself, but since I ate lunch (breakfast) with Jen, I did not spend the whole day alone. Thank goodness. However, I did clean a lot. Vacuumed. Cleaned the bathroom. Tidy up my room, which isn't so tidy. Never really stays tidy. Then sat down to read the book Ate Carley got me. Read about 30 pages. Then went out with the sisters. Hah. Pretty much my whole day. Funny. Anyway...time to go to bed. Lots of sleep to catch up on. Man. One more day until school starts. BUMMER.