Thursday, December 02, 2004

freak me out

I AM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I'M FUCKING SCARED THAT I'M NOT GOING TO PASS ALL OF MY CLASS....IN FACT, I'M FAIRLY CERTAIN I AM GOING TO ACE ONLY ONE CLASS...AND THAT CLASS I HAVE A PAPER DUE TOMORROW THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED.....

FUCKING A.

You know, if this were for me, I'd be okay, I can do better next time--I wouldn't freaking care because I'd think I have all these years....BUT MY PARENTS...for them...I'm going to let them down for sure, and I'm freaking out. They're going to hate me..........and I'm never going to come back here............

I AM GOING TO FRIGGIN FAIL. OH M Y G O D.

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