and here we go...tuesday done.

weird day. i actually slept through my first class, which is weird, because i always wake up for my alarm, even if to snooze it until class. so i completely slept through it and even turned it off unconsciously. freaks me out a little. woke up at 10. felt like ass. like...tired/weak? really strange for me. i never feel that weird. but yeah...and then it felt like a daze the whole day, but its weird because there's no reason for it. i don't know what's up. its like one of those things where you know you don't feel so hot, but your feet are moving without your mind. you get it? so i just slept a whole bunch, and i'm sleepy right now still. i don't know what's wrong with me!

tomorrow: kamayan practice, essay writing, night class.

i haven't seen my alpha q brothers in a while. i miss them =/ man...life is being a punk. and i can't wait to go home because i want some real food now. i want some adobo and rice...some beef stew....man i want some good filipino cookin. i miss my mother. gosh. i never miss anyone really.

i'll give you my life cause i don't own anything. seemed like the bottle was all that i had until now. i'll give you my life if you give me yours somehow. -further seems forever.

i listen to depressing music. it kinda kills me. and that kinda kills me in itself. why do i do this.