and here we go...monday done.

I am one sleepy mothafucka.

Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve good days.

And so today wasn't that great. But it kinda was okay.

I am falling behind. Arms flailing. Drag me back. Watch me scream. Or maybe I'll keep it in this time.

So I slept after my one and only class at nine and slept to four o'clock. Well actually, I slept until 1: 15. Did nothing for about an hour or two and went back to sleep at 3, but that didn't really work, so I kinda just sat in bed for an hour. But let's just say I pretty much slept the whole day. Then I went to Kamayan practice. I'M SO TERRIBLE. I literally suck. And I'm slowin them down and I know that they're kinda just dreading seeing me pop in the door hah. Geez that sucks. But yeah. It does suck. And it does suck a lot. But the meeting was cool. I mean...yeah. I don't know. I am grateful for Ate Aimee, because she definitely put up with me and listened and stuff, and yes. That's the coolest. So I don't know. I'm not sure where I am right now. I'm kinda all over the place, trying to start over as best I can. But I know that I went get that far because I fucked up so badly in the beginning. You can't just jump in from the middle and expect for everything to be fixed and they were just waiting for you.

Time waits for no one. Where is my Further Seems Forever CD....I want to listen to that....

I think I'm sad. And this happens too damn often.

TAKE ME OUT OF THIS. life. in general.