Save me from the choice you make

Family parties make your heart seem full of people. And then take it away...what do you have? Basically a whole bunch of lonely. How nice and convenient, don't you think? How cruel and unpleasant, don't you think? Well, it was fun...looking for notebooks and hanging out with those jokers. They're hilarious. And my aunts are all so caring when they want to be...and they frequently want to be. So that makes me happy.

Surprisingly, I did not get mad at my mother this whole weekend or my father because I missed them. AHH...feels like I never left, just maybe took the longest nap and had the strangest dream. But its not...I don't think. So yeah...got to get going on life and time. I hope that I get used to this fast because its a real bummer to sit alone in the living room of the apartment staring at the parking lot from my window. And the white walls...ahhh...

So much to do tomorrow. I hope I get to all of it.