"To think i might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry"

Songs that incessantly play in my head lately: Snow Patrol- "Run" and Maroon 5- "She Will Be Loved" 

There's a trend here.

Let's backtrack the day.

I just finished watching a movie with my cousin and sister.  A Filipino film.  Yes, folks.  But hey, I'm not that Filipino, I still had to watch it with the subtitles.  But I wish I could have understood, so to get the full meaning...anyway.  It was a tearjerker.  You might know of it (if you're Filipino), All My Life.  Yeah, I totally play into those, and I was totally crying at the end, because it was sweet.  And its one of those that you think, God, I wish my life could be that way, but its like you don't want anyone to feel that kind of tragedy... oh and Good God, the actress was so beautiful, so even if it was your life, it wouldn't compare.  Hahaha.  So, I find myself liking these Filipino films a lot.  You know, I used to watch a lot of those with my parents and that's how I learned how to understand Tagalog, but then when I started getting older, only English was spoken to me at home, so now I'm completely Americanized.  Well, not completely.  Anyways, more about the story, the man reminded me of one person in my life.  And that's all I have to say about that. 

Though I still wish my life could be like that.

So before that, my family and I went to the smelly park to walk because I guess my dad thinks we don't get out much or something.  But we do get out much, to get food.  hahaha.  Anyway, my sister and cousin and I walked once around and then sat down.  We're lazy.  My parents walked circles around us, which is kind of embarrassing.  But don't laugh, asshole.

Before that, we went to the library and I got two books.  Prague and In Awe, and I'm looking forward to reading them.  Oddly enough. 

And even before that, I was a bad, lazy person again.  My aunt asked me to go with her to the doctor's office, but I didn't want to.  Friggin' A'.  So I hate myself for that.  I can be selfish sometimes.  You know.  And she could have used someone there, too.  Even if sometimes I hate the way she tells me things or what she has to say, I love her and I couldn't imagine myself without her.  And that's the truth.

Before all this I woke up.  There's nothing exciting about that.  Except in the dream I had, it was somehow vital for me to make-out with Bobby Cannavale to live.  Oh gosh, ask me about that, its so weird.

And here now.  A quick bye. Goodbye.