Raid

There's nothing really to blog today.  I was just in this funk the whole day, kinda felt like being really lazy, but that never works out. 
 
It's long overdue some coffee-time, sitting and thinking.  But it seems like I do that a lot, sit and think, and maybe I do more of that than anything.  Maybe I do more of that to contribute to my nothingness.  Well, see, I see this future hurtling towards me.  And all I can do is put my hands in front of my face, like that will do anything.  And then of course, I can only just jump in.  Like that will help me any.  I have a lot of questions.  Man, I have a lot of nervous issues.  Man, I'm so nervous!  So as you know, I'm completely engulfed in this anxiety. 
 
Are you? 
 
Maybe you're not.  Maybe you're calm, and you're cool, and you're ready.  You're just spending this time with your friends, hanging out, letting all this life flow through you before it all changes again.  And I think you're wise for all that.  Because then you're saving something, and you're not being so nervous and eaten up by essentially...yourself.
 
Good lord, I really hope this goes well. 
 
Jerry Maguire on.  Show me the money, baby.